I wonder if alffe, Doody and some other kind people will please forgive me for writing such a stupid post rolling in self pity.
I tried - lol - adding some apologies last night and just made major mistakes. I had no idea things ever "got" removed by the posters and I did not mean to do that. By the time that happened I was too confused to continue
Me? Confused?
I apologize. I wonder if you'll forgive me, please