desk
as of yesterday
i called the office
there are fifteen pages of results i want for not only my file
but i want to educate myself wherever i can
and be ready to talk about what next
what is causing the additional problems me feet and hands
are doing
my child watching this incredible activity that was happening before our very own eyes
it was creepy
watching and incredibly catching it on camera

but this is now two months and i still do not have them
what's wrong with the hospitals
they ask me
"is there anyone else you would like us to send results too?"
and then i give the information
they take the information and you are going to have two doctors and my copy as per request
and zero
zero gets done

am i nuts
is it me
i just finished a letter that went out to the "deputy director"
better yet
i'll get my kid to get it up here
read it off to my shrink for feedback
he just chuckles
what he does not understand the hardship just one person can cause
and i am to be cool calm collected as one could be punished by their wrath "just for turds and giggles"
all just for turds and giggles because i did not receive recertification letter in mail

Dear kind Sir, “Bobby”

Hope this note finds you well. Thank you for all your help throughout the years, as I needed your assistance. The continued mishandling of my case saddens me. As I have to call upon you once again. Once a resident of Union City for forty six years, I now reside in North Bergen for the last five. As my career with the city of Union City came to an abrupt end as I became ill at the prime of my life forty nine. Eight years of service gone as of April 22, 2015 , having had two failed neck surgeries and a double mastectomy hoping to eradicate my disease. I, now, broken am a permanent recipient of SSD, my health continues to fail as no more can be done but i have faith in God and miracles. It was comforting that you remembered who I was and took the time to call me back, so to say I needed your help again as many things haven't changed such as, how a worker may answer the phone in a demeaning matter is unacceptable, and that's if they choose to pick up the phone when it rings over three hundred rings. Upon our conversation just before the holidays you assured Ms. Sandra Abreu would call, she did, and listened to my complaints about this said specific worker, Ivonne or Ivan ( never got his proper spelling) of the (Banking Unit) was rude, unprofessional, inept and, continued to misinform me of my SNAP case as it was closed without warning. I submitted proof of complaint via text to Ms. Sandra Abreus phone, visual and audio proof of the laxed behavior that still exists in the agency. Sandra said a meeting would take place with said proof, I yet to hear from her and yet to receive my SNAP approval notification. The incompetency in still on so many levels and is more than anyone should have to stand for. This is for all the people who are provided numbers to call so they can be informed of one's status yet, how can that happen when no one picks up the phone. thank you for your attention to this disturbing unfortunate aggravation that could have been avoided, be well once again.




______________________________

Eva


CC: Angelica H. Harrison
Human Resources


whywe are having problems with our mail being delivered correctly operative word we
i will have kind people hold it and bring it to my apartment
i am now talking about three separate issues
the thing is they all have a common denominator inept persons
who do not do their JOBS
something
what no one understands
that to get to the bottom of answers
very important matters just not acceptable

when i worked
any and all i did
whatever position
i did to the best of my ability
what the duck
that's all that comes out of their mouth
quack quack quack
i'm sick of it
just sick of it already
is it not fair
or am i just that unlucky

so yesterday Monica another girl in the office
said it needed additional stamps
that's fine
except it was last week i spoke with Crystal
a week now
am i nuts

my shrink not understanding
that in the end after the phone issue the misdialing from the
food stamp department from this specific worker was God at his best

when i ans Corissa started recording the conversation
i said to my daughter
"this is God putting me to work"
as the letter clearly gave me a number for us persons who need additional help
i have NO job
NO JOB

NOW
i want to know what the is going on with my body
i KNOW my body
nobody will tell me a differently

jeez i so beside myself