The Goddess of Dawn "Eos" with her rose coloured fingers visits us all in the early hours, I believe you are strong enough to stare her, her brother and sister down, tell them you are not yet ready to rise up to the light, tell them to leave you be, tell them you will let them know when you have no more will to fight, but for now, you have the presence of mind to want to stay and their constant visits are not welcome.