Bud,

Brain damage can produce just about anything -- you name it. My emotions do the craziest things now. Sometimes tense, occasionally desperate, sometimes normal, sometimes so sweet and peaceful (I believe that's the hypoth. response to the anxiety) you just wish it never to end . . sometimes too complex to describe.

I've been through slow healing processes before (hip labral tear) but with most healing, it follows a linear course. I half-expected that here but it hasn't done that (I also got hit on the head again though, can't rule that out) at all . . here I am at six weeks now and I can't say I'm any better, but for sure there's some kind of ongoing, mysterious process, exactly as Mark says. I see lots of examples here.