Originally Posted by bizi

hi sam,
May I suggest that you write out some of what you posted here. Write out what you are feeling experiencing...lack of friends...etc. maybe a list that you could then read to her. using the sheet of paper as a buffer between her and you. And that way you can think about what you think she needs to know what it is that you are going thru.
You could spend a lot of time writing this note and even send her a copy of it to read ahead of time if you wish.
This is just a suggestion.
sorry it is so hard for you.
bizi