It's been about 3 months since I received my first concussion. I kinda remember how it happened, but it's all so blurry. It all happened so fast. As a goalkeeper in soccer, you dive for the ball constantly. I never thought that something like this could happen to me. One minute I was in set, and the next thing I knew, I was on the ground with intense pain in the back of my head. As soon as I was cleared to play, I was ready, yet nervous to go back to the field and play again, as anyone else would be. But lately things haven't been in my favor. I've been waking up in the middle of the night, basically trying to wrap my head around what I had just witnessed in my dream. The nightmares are quick, but vivid. I'm seeing how I got my concussion, and it replays over and over and over again. I haven't been able to talk about this with anyone, because they may say it's too crazy or too serious to have an actual discussion with. I just don't know what to do anymore.