Neurochic,
Thank you. Thank you for remembering and caring so much!
I had a more in depthconversation with him about it. And no, it doesn't seem like he trys to understand or accept my limitations with Crps, to a point.....
I just don't think he honestly believes that simple stupid things can end up hurting lije it does. He's one of those rub dirt in it and walk it off and only see a doctor as a last resort type person...... I don't think he can grasp the severity it can have....it had gotten better last year after he talked to my specialist, moved to LA 😢 I miss a doc I can 100% trust, but when the second Lidocane Infusion didn't have the results we hoped for it slowly started sliding back.....
I'm still waiting for my court case to progress and am, God Willing, hoping to get myself and my daughter out......
I know I've made a LOT of excuses or explanations to myself for the way he can get, primarily because my exhusband was very very verbally, emotionally, and mentally abusive and I think it became easier to dismiss because I could say he ""wasn't as bad as"" blah blah...... I just have to remember that I do deserve better.....
I also worry, not that it's high on my list, that between my Crps, the consecutive large weight gain, disability, and everything else I deal with because of my ""compromised immune system"" due to Crps....But, I worry that no one would ever want me with all that goes with me.......limitations, treatments, injuries, illnesses, medications, appointments, and all the other mind numbing frustrations...
Hard realities!!!
But I do want to sincerely thank you for caring, remembering, and supporting me with all my silly drama!!
Thanks Neurochic!!