I do understand what you are saying, but at this time, with this docs history I'm not caving to her, she will hand out certain drugs such as suboxon with out question, I know many people who see her, she is in favor of methadone clinics and getting marijuana cards. And because I'm different she has also had something against me. She is an older doc, 23 years ago when I was in pre term labor and had been beaten by the baby dad she wanted to do a rectal examhaha hell no I kicked her out of my room. She is a very different type of doc. I love my pcp is is awesome and yes he n I have gone our rounds but he listens usually. I am at a point I don't want pills, I've asked priortothisaboutpatchform of pain meds I know they make them,I hate whattheplsdoto my insides ihopepeoplestart taking me seriously