they started right after, maybe a week on 50 mg. of topamax. I am sure it is topamax. my grief is weird. most of the time i feel like a stone or intense pain about the grief.
it didn't help you with the binging on alcohol. oh rats. yesterday i didn't have dinner and i gave my vegetables at lunch to alice. it is really dulling my appetite. I bought a pair of shoes because i had already ordered a pair that was cancelled so i rationalized and got something close. it wasn't a binge. it was a normal weakness for shoes
i wish i hadn't ordered the pumpkin ice cream for today but i am afraid the doctor is going to make me swear off everything and lose so much weight. i think i can lose the weight over time with topamax or for me dopamax.