I want the ice cream! I hardly ever have ice cream. i haven't seen robert in a while. he sent me the most beautiful condolence email card with two gorgeous pictures of abby when she was younger and healthy and one included his super dog mickey. It was so awful to see how she had deteriorated in comparison. I have to invite him over to give Mickey chicken. I have been isolating a lot lately. I am so hypersensitive about abby's death. anything can trigger me. I haven't been meeting with stella. I told her not to write me anything heavy. I can't cope with my feelings right now....tooo much. now i have to get used to the topamax.
I thought the topamax might help you and your battle but i guess since it didn't work for kay it probably won't work for you but it might be worth a try since it is also a mood stabilizer.