Wondering how doctors get away with deplorable behavior

Wondering if God the Father can see and feel my determanition

Wondering if this be the winning items to help strengthen my body and it is fact I have a deficiency that a body needs to work at its best

Wondering how my shrink is feeling when I called and told him
I will no longer be seeking his services for his remark was it being so dubious and most importantly how the work required
by insurance law say "your asking us to do tedious work for you"

Wondering why he has call in the last two days as I will not pick up the phone

Wondering if my words are screwing with his head
as I stumped him in my abundance of research

Wondering if the company that I await central time and speak with someone directly at the manufacturer

Wondering in the end if I will ever get a chance to try this very expensive vitamin that needs a script and an explanation why my insurance should cover it

Wonder what my shrink is thinking when I told him
"Why won't you let me be the judge of it"
It's my body

Wondering how long it is going to take to finally not be a slave to Xanax hoping for it to be replaced with this vitamin

Wondering why the luck in my lifetime has been miserable

Wondering why I have to fight for a vitamin

Wondering if the withdrawals will be mild

Wondering will I ever have something this important
come to a resolve

Wondering why I'm visited by this gut depression
that manifest physically in my gut

Wondering why I have to fight for eve thing that is right

Wondering what is wrong with this country

Wondering why nobody will listen and see the bigger picture

Wondering how to not be depressed

Wondering how can he live with himself

Wondering if I left him thinking and NEVER FORGETTING ME AS MY NEUROSURGEON FAILED ME AND MY BODY

Wondering if the doctors,FDA,pharmaceutical companies,
insurance companies who are killing me
and so on

Wondering if all my work over the years made a difference

Wonder if I will ever feel happy in my gut

Wonder

Just wondering about me