Noey, I'm sorry your having these problems. Unfortunately, I don't think there's any way to tell what you have from your description. You really need to find a good neurologist who will explore your symptoms in detail. It is often a long process to find out what you have - and often even a longer process to find the cause and/or an effective treatment.

The one thing I can tell you is that viruses can set off or make these neurological conditions worse - and so can anxiety/stress. So, it is really important to find a way to relax and de-stress. It can be very difficult, but it can be very helpful as well.