Hi, sorry to read that you're in such a bad part of your life. It doesn't mean it will always be this way. Have you looked into getting help for or looking into if you have any emotional problems? Stress, depression, unhealthy thinking can all add to or actually cause symptoms. I know this from experience. Do you notice anything which seem to exacerbate your symptoms? Bad thoughts? Feeling stressed? Loneliness? Any other things?