So if I am receiving 50% on my own, it is senseless. I thought it would be 100% at 65/66 before I posted.
Basically as long as he is alive I will be receiving on my own then.

Ugh, there is no rest for the weary. I am so broken, can't work, can't find a job anymore I could even consider doing. If he were to pass away I would lose not only his portion of the difference in SS but his pay check too. I have to pray he live at least as long as me.