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Originally Posted by david01
I kept a journal for a while but stopped. I just started wearing my Fitbit again. It's not 100% accurate but it does record good info.
My wife is my advocate. She takes me to every dr appointment as I'm physically unable to drive. I never imagined that would happen at the age of 44. I just started thinking about all the things I use to be able to do, so I'm logging off. It's just too dam upsetting to think about. I'll leave on this note. I was approved for SSDI this week. Wait that's depressing too. I'm out of here.....
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dear dave
i am happy you have not only an advocate
but she is your wife
i want to say
i so understand signing off
i was at a annual pap test
i too NEVER EVER FACTORED IN MY LIFE
"what if i get sick as we both are"
just not to long ago
april will be a year my termination of my municipal job
i am reduced to be in my bed most times to recoup
when getting a wind or burst of some energy
here goes
then i was asked
FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME HAS IT BEEN REFERRED TO
"so your retired"
i just burst into tears
i so get it
and i really sympathize with you
Dave
be careful
depression is cunning
be careful
and
try to get back to keeping a journal
you would be surprised to find some missing questions
be well
as well as you can be
i feel you loss
and we are still young
mine began feeling like i had a stiff neck
oh how that was not the case
take care
friend
me