en bloc and Alaina....I'm still so upset I can hardly think straight.

Feel like I might explode into a million pieces.

My son has been in and out all day checking on me. Bless him.

en bloc....I weight 200 lbs and am 5'6" or 5'7" and have always had a high tolerance to drugs and even novacaine (sp?) when having a tooth filled.

I just need to try and get through this first phase of whatever I'm going through and I know I'll be in a better place mentally.

Thank you both for your messages and your caring.

Debi