I would much rather have this disease twice over than to have even one young person, such as yourself, have to suffer with CRPS. It is no fun to have to determine your victories on a different scale than that of your peers. You are one very courageous young woman. And to address what you are truly going through is a mark of honesty and integrity on your part. I always say due to CRPS that I must get my balance, then stand, walk, run, and fly. CRPS is a Monster, because I want to fly, and it won't even let me get my balance! I wish you well. You are so very important.