Upon receiving the product
And because I have already begun to wean
myself off of Xanax
I have been on two 1mg a day
My body has been on it for so long
from my then cardiologist
My life before I began my menapsusal changes my BP would err to the low side
Then at my cardiologists office one day
Routine check up
My beats per minute was close to
Yes you READ correctly 300
Since then my opioids naturally should lower my pressure
As I am hypertensive most times

Now having said that
I last night took the DEPLIN at night
MUCH BETTER RESULTS
I SLEPT THROUGH THE NIGHT
REMEMBER
this mutation affects the "neural tubes"
Fascinating
Just fascinating

Just got word my mother is not doing well
The meds she is on is just so sad
A. Fibrillation goiter high BP Lupus RA both knee replacements
Anxiety
And she cannot be left alone
Already taking a very bad fall on the sidewalk
Face first
This is horrible
Now adema of her heart
She has problems with blockage at the bundle of branches
Some respite for her shortly with this new information
she will be taking with her when she travels this summer
To her home land Hungary and then Italy her live in ex-husband
3weeks at both lands

Back to myself
Last night I took DEPLIN in the evening as I felt immediate things going on with my body
And have to decipher if it is withdrawal or DEPLIN
I am coming along with the only happiness in my heart

I just want to say
Never give up
Keep pushing the doctors to listen
OR GET THE H.E.L.L. OFF. MY. TRAIN.
I have lost my hope in my doctors taking my body and what's going on with it seriously
Instead they became complacement
Knowing thins will not get better
Is one thing
Just for the reasons they gave up helping me research and to try and guide me and monitor me
Never going to happen
They just do not care
I go to my oncologist today who was the one to do the bloodwork that noted the mutation
All I can do is bring in the info and let him do his homework
He asked me to bring in the information
So today we shall see how interested he is

As for my shrink
He is feeling his mistreatment
His saved messages for him to hear himself if he should return my call
It was him that was to help
As my pain specialist dumps it on my shrinks lap
And he very clearly expressed how doubious he felt it was a said he did not think I would be considered the acceptation to the rule
for obvious reasons

Be well
I am glad to have shed a glimmer for others who might have exhausted all and have an outlet to try if a mutation is evident
with other variants

Great news
Me