impending doom
it is lifted
though i am going through
panic attack like feelings
expected from the withdrawal
but
that feeling of DOOM
not in the past two mornings
falling asleep saturday and to awake
at four in the morning to void
returning back to bed awaiting for the visit
i fell asleep and awoke at 7:01 in the morning
i cannot remember the last time i got sleep like that
it would be such a wonderful blessing if this gut visit is
forever lifted
ups and downs are the norm
it would be awesome
me