I just want to keep an update and log
I slept like a baby last night
I did not feel my pain
That's how deep of a sleep I was in
Dreaming is the next thing I hope to do
I cannot remember when the last time it
was I had a dream and it was remembered
To honestly tell you I had an awesome night sleep
Went to bed at 11:20
Fell right to sleep
Woke around 5:15ish in the morning
to void
Went back to bed awaiting a visit from depression
I PRAY not
there will be a hiatus to be expected
AND I CAN FEEL THE CHANGES IN MIND AND BODY
I tell no LIE
I have nothing to gain
AND REMEMBER
this is my experience
My mechanical botched job
And my other problems are still there
Only now I do not have my visitor of doom come to visit
And bring me down
So for many who are not doing well with their
ANTIDEPRESSANTS as none of mine worked for the better
Infact my antidepressants put me in an even worse state
are recommended to take a product that acts as my mega vitamin is doing for me
All I suggest
For those who suffer in this area you may want to look into it
Is there a reason the antidepressants aren't working
If you are a woman having difficulty becoming pregnant
such as ectopic mis carring
A MTHFR MUTATION WITH CERTAIN VARIANTS
COULD BE A CAUSE
and I believe if more than 50% of the population has it
And all else has failed
Ask to have the test done
It can even be done with a swab of your mouth
Don't know if I will get a chance to feel 100%
because I am withdrawing from my benzo med Xanax
2-1mg twice a day
I am down to
1 and .05 a day
And the withdrawal is kicking my butt
Overall it was recognized by several persons
I was in better spirits and they do not know what is going on
So I would say this is a

SUCCESSFUL STORY

Especially since I have never abused my meds when my life changed forever
And most IMPORTANTLY
I did not pick up a DRINK

I feel SO much better about this
And begged my oncologist to do his read
As I gave him all the information I found on
MTHFR mutation high homocysteine
And what that could mean and definitely a cause of some symptoms
directly from this mutation
Hope he reads it
He was not that knowledgeable of the situation
But asked him to please listen

I have been a fighter all my life
The sad thing is
MOST times it's with persons who lax at their job and the recipients in any need can just sit if its hard to walk
Use the phone
I am darn proud of myself
Not full of myself
alone
I didn't give up
So message is

DO NOT GIVE UP
YOU JUST HAVE TO
HOLD ON
AND PUSH THROUGH

I worked real hard for most my life
Then my life changed
forever
after that
with the rest of my spinal problems
and the things that followed
what is referred to as the domino effect

I wish and hope this helpful info

Me