Wondered if I could share some good feel news
with my friends

Wondered if I would be called or thought of as a hypochondriac
as doctors just do not care

Wondered if I could share I am feeling upbeat with some changes that are happening in my body because of my MTHFR MUTATION
and am on supplements my body was depleted of all its life

Wonder if that last one was long winded

Wondered if I'm appreciated by my family

Wondering why my sister is calling me
after the blowout over me my dell bill and a computer for my nephew

Wondering now because she had the laser surgery done years ago
She was near sighted
When the craze was no glasses anymore
With no consideration when one hits their forties the
loose the ability to read(far sightedness
ALL COSMETIC PURPOSES
just it was brandy new
It was considered corrective SUGERY
Is now blind in right eye
And is having emergency SUGERY
Retina detached and is hanging on a thread
needs my comfort
As mom is not interested
I listened
Never asked how I was doing

Wondered if I could share I do not get visited by doom
after a good night of sleep

Wondered if I could share how important it is to eat your meals in the day

Wondered if I could share my bathroom routine
is not in pain

Wondered if my child Christine who also tested positive
Is also going to be put on supplements

Wondered if people know that more than 50% of the population
has the MTHFR mutation

Wondered if I could share my mechanical is still very much present
and alive
But with a different frame of mind

Wondered if I could share
My experience is so exciting
I almost am afraid the rug will be pulled from under me

Wondering if I could share
Not to give up on oneself
And how IMPORTANT IT IS TO HAVE "ONE PERSON"
They could talk to when considering taking ones life

Wondering if my father was afflicted with the same
As this is a genetic let down and if positive 99.999%
of your offspring will test positive

Wondering how much more ones body being afflicted by
GENE MUTATION of any kind
Talking about "right to the source"

Wondering if I will ever see my dog
I miss him so much

Wondering if I could share
My heart misses him so much
And understand my tears

I wonder if i can express
Xanax in the latter part of my life
as I have been on them by my cardiologist in 1995
That's a long time
Kicking my butt
But doing it

Wondered if my happiness however
like
Is this is going to go
and do not want to loose hopefulness
And my message is
To "be proactive" about your body and mind
Do not give up

Wondering if I could leave humbled
And understood
All with the love of information
Love
Me