Debi,
It is insane your PM would rather have you take methadone instead of raising your dose of Morphine 15mg which is extremely low to 30mg's.....Actually that should probably be that dose 3 x's a day at regular intervals. He can lower your Oxycodone (break thru ) to 5-325 or 7.5 -325 instead of the 10mg's you are taking. (I am taking the 7.5-325 often cutting it in half.)
I'm glad your daughter is going with you; just hate that you have to wait until the 24th of March.
If your PM were a Primary Care Doctor I could understand his not wanting to increase; but a PM's first duty is to help reduce pain to a manageable level. For him not to even give you a chance and tells you this is too strong for you is unbelievable and very upsetting.
So sorry you are having to deal with this "over the top" pain.
Gerry