Indigo,

Thank you for sharing that with us.

Living with the intensity of pain that you are going through can easily deepen someones depression, especially for those that have been dealing with depression before they had to deal with pain. There are so many places that you could have posted, but this board is probably as good as any of the others. There is not a whole lot that I can suggest for you but I did want to offer a little support.

It was recently suggested to myself to try some relaxation techniques. This is something that does work for some people, but not for others. Have you given that, or any other stress relief techniques a try at all. It has not worked for me yet, but I am not yet ready to give up on it, as I know it is something that takes some time and getting used to doing.

I hope you are able to find some relief from both your pain and depression. Please keep us posted if you should find anything that works for you. Until then, please know that there are plenty of us here to offer our support along the way.