Sweats when my sleep
The kind where everything needs to be changed
PJ's pillow case

This did not start when I began DEPLIN
This has only been a problem when my daughter
gets her menses
My period stopped at fifty
When Corissa ovulated and a period is due
My body is affected
There are times my mini pad
For it is something I ALWAYS wear
Has a pink hue to it
And just to make sure I am not seeing colors
I see is confirmed by eye other than mine
I line them up as it begins in my own bathroom
Has anyone been that aware of oneself

The only fear is
When I found my breast cancer
My HANDS found my lump
By accident
That I believe my Father
Guided my hand
It was only then did I experience
A thirty pound weight loss
Unexplained
As my meals did not change
And the other was the sweats

Now
I stopped smoking cigarettes at fifty
Two prior years attempting to stop
But in the end stopped
I have emphysema in my right lung
A little to late
I think it is time for a pulmonary specialist
Just to rule out lung cancer
I am frightened
But it is time
Me