Thanks!

Someone else suggested I should try a visulisation, the one mentioned here sounds great, thanks for going to the trouble to write it out.

That's fantastic humour worked to calm you down! I'm not sure it would work for me though, I'd probably freak out even more!

My MRI is next Friday the 13th of July. Yup, Friday the 13th! I'm choosing not to interpret that as a bad sign!

I also have my first EEG the day before, at 9am. Most of my seizure activity happens when I'm falling asleep, so I'm not sure if it's the best time to do it. Hopefully something will be picked up.

Thanks again everyone, it means alot to hear your stories and what worked for you.

I'm sure I'm still scared a/b the mri but I'm choosing not to think about it too much yet, and trying to slowly get used to the idea.