Well to say that sad things don't happen
Is like saying
The sun never shines

I want to share now the kind of feeling
I am experiencing since adding some very
vital missing nutrients in my body that has made
Unbelievable changes for the better
Never would I have thought
Having a very healthy diet
How missing FOLATE (not the same as folic acid)
Made such a huge difference

That made me wonder
Why can't this be taught in Heath class
The importance of nutrients could be ROOT CAUSES of many
problems

So many people do not understand what the first sign is inflammation
Most time the area is ANGRY

How I try to express the idea to watch for inflammation

Example
If one were to accidentally cut their finger while cooking
What is the first sign that the cut IS NOT HEALING PROPERLY
it is red angry and SWOLLEN
If left unkept
One could die from sepsis

So I would implore anyone who just is not doing well

Not to give up
Find a doctor who will leave NO STONE UNTURNED
I haven't found one myself
I was ready to go to my daughters doctor
He knew of the importance of getting my addict daughter
to get the nutrient in her body
As she to tested positive for the MTHFR mutation
There is a very good chance she too will experience a feel good brain
No FOGGINESS
Giving her a better chance to have a better frame of mind
trying to kick her deadly addiction

If she gets just half the results I do
She has a fighting chance
to be free of addiction

A long shot
But I'll keep praying for
the best
She has been suffering close to two decades now

There is a young fellow who I follow
Am just in awe at his persistence
Just in awe
He too will find the root

I wish people could pay closer attention to their bodies
as it talks to us
Such as I felt and knew there was something underlying going on
when having ceverical neck surgeries and found my cancer
And I have to say
NONE OF MY DOCTORS WERE PAYING ATTENTION OR LISTENING TO ME for that matter
So for this cookie
I DO NOT TRUST ANYONE WITH MY BODY
I am not a test subject
I was let down over and over again
until I took charge

I fired my shrink it is the second time now
And he calls wanting to send me samples and copies of
the two (not one) as the insurance company sent him to fill out
This I am looking forward to seeing the truth
As I spoke with a worker of my health insurance Richard
who explained to me that a single sheet was faxed
And a few questions needed to be filled out by him
REASON FOR THE FIRE:
"(It was tedious and he felt it was a doubious thought)"
We shall see
We shall see

To those still suffering the deep depression
When in the abyss of it all
I hope will find it lift from their lives
Don't give in and give up
You MATTER
as is the state of ones
MIND

I know abnormal behavior
I know seasonal and physical depression
I know what it was like PMS-ing when I had my menses
I know hormonal depression
I know suicidal depression
I know addiction (alcohol abuse)
I know physician induced medication that makes us slaves to them for I suffer immense pain due to many sad things
(A body slowly rotting)
As when we are babies we get to a plateau
When the body begins to become closer to the earth
Death emanate

Yet we can be proactive
And slow the clock down
And get a better quality of life
And say
I am going to
LIVE BEFOR I DIE

I hope my sharing is uplifting
I know
Love
Me