I do know what you are feeling. I get that way with my situation. Dr. after Dr. after Dr.

I had my surgery in 2000 so that's when mine came on.

It will take some time to figure out what you want to do and there will be more people come on with good ideals. After you get your second wind maybe you can tackle things like the Mayo Clinic and some other things that will be mentioned here.

I just wanted to let you know that I feel for you and do know what you are going through.

Ada