Home from our 7 night cruise, cried as we cruised out of the harbour, last time there was with my dearly loved father as we had a family cruise from Perth to Sydney. Probably the last time all the family were together as the next time was for dads funeral. Anyway, I think I managed to cry every day, sometimes feeling overwhelmed with tears. I just feel so lonely. I'm crying now as I type this for heaven sake! I'm starting on the SAMe today, couldn't take it away with me as it has to be refrigerated. Missed my NT contacts while on board the cruise, funny how little things can be soothing, NT offers lots of soothing support.