hi eva. i'm so sorry that your daughter is still struggling. and i am so sorry that you have to see her struggle and feel so helpless. i feel everything you expressed in your words. its is very painful to see a loved one struggle with addiction. my brother is not doing well and i fear getting worse. he has snippets of clarity too but only for a brief moment and then it is gone again. all i can do is pray he will find his way back to the man i once knew. i will pray that your daughter will find her way back to the woman you once knew too. love and hugs to you my friend. i hope you know you are not alone. i am always here if you need a friend who understands and cares.