my dearest Eva, i am so grateful for the kindness and support i have found from you and everyone here at NT. i don't know what i would do without you to lean on and talk to when things get too tough to deal with on my own. and i hope you always know i am always here for you too. i read somewhere to "Let Go and Let God." i am going to do that now with my brother because i don't feel like i can help him anymore. i pray he will ask me for help someday soon and get better. and i pray that your daughter will too. until then, i am so glad i have you to lean on because this is so very painful and too hard to endure all alone. thank you again for caring so much and for being there. i understand and care too and i always will. love, hugs and prayers.