Pam,

You expect so much of yourself; (which in turn; others see this and have come to expect it from you). They will never understand as long as you are able to push yourself to keep up this pace.

I hope you can give yourself a break and, tho it may be difficult; close your eyes to some of the things you want done. If necessary do just a "hit" and a "miss". If DB or anyone else is surprised by this; let him/them know for now, this is the best you can do.

Take care dear friend,

Gerry