Things have not been going so well for me lately. I will be heading up to my parents place again this weekend to see if that can bring me to a little better place again.

I have been having absolutely no support from my husband over the past two weeks. We are back in separate rooms again until next weekend when I will be most likely moving into my dad's rental house for a little while. I feel I can no longer depend on him for anything anymore. My mom has had to start driving me to my appointments. I have had to figure out how to start taking care of meals again. Then there is the drinking and anger issues. Things have escalated bad enough that it was recommended by my mom and my psychologist that I need to get out now before things turn physical.

Having to deal this all of the sudden has just been too overwhelming for me.