She is not coming home
"I'm not moving back home with you mommy"
Just like that
Just like that
And I cannot do a Thing about it
I have so much to let go of
But I am mostly frightened
I am not well
And it is scary to think I will not
have the strength for many things
To open a f*****g door
To do what I have done before I got sick
To not have support helping with Eva
I have so many things I have no choices in the matter
This child is innocent
Not any shameful doings
Her mind of trueness
She is innocent in her
Love of herself
This much I know
Oh this much I know already
So many changes
I have to let go of so much
So so so much
And let go and let God
And not go there