I have been texting my child to send me the pictures I need for the doctor today

She told me to hold on a couple of days ago

Finally she tells me she rest her phone and that they were lost

I asked explain lost for me
And in a very rude tone
Writes

Lost

Gone

You'll never see them again

Really I said
I asked you please send it to my iPod
For this very reason

No response

I said

Good bye

It is a horrible feeling
A horrible one
Maybe if I did not care as much it wouldn't hurt
Yet it does like a piece of glass under you skin and you can't get it
What the ****
I mean
What the ****
Who does she think she is talking to
I would love to give her the back of my hand
right on her mouth
What make her think she could ever talk to me like that
I of course to her
I knew they were gone
I wanted to know how
Because she only told me
When I told her to grow a pair at real tits
And tell me like a mature adult
What the **** happened to them
To listen and answer the f*****g question

This my youngest says to me
Oh how angry I am
Having to go and see the pulmonary doctor
is scary

I don't get it
I hope I do one day
For now I what
HAVE TO LET IT GO
AND LET GOD
Heavenly Father
In Jesus I trust
In You I beleive
I your name come to me
Cradle me
Hold me tight on the roller coaster ride I have been on all my life
Me