Awww Debi....I'm so glad you come here to share your grief and that it makes you feel better. It warms my heart that you had such a dear man in your life and loved him so much.

I can't begin to know your pain and grief but please know you are being thought of and you are in my prayers. You have so many grief milestones you have passed in these last eight months and the pool is another one. I'm glad you have a warm and caring family surrounding you.
Love and Hugs,
D.