I am floored at the utter selfish disregard
This child cried on her way home
over my eighteen year old who just left the house
with no explanation not a word to this child
Just I do not want to live with mimma anymore
She does not understand why
Because to her I'm the best
How can they do this to her
And behind my back
There are strict stipulations the judge ordered
Teaching her to lie isn't one of them
He as my daughter must be supervised when with her
The other grandmother was not there until after five when she got home from
Listen I know what it's like to work
That's all I ever knew
I still can't get comfortable with the idea I cannot do things
without suffering pain in it all
Not anyone's fault but the fact
To not think I was abandonment in a unhealthy way
And
No it isn't okay to just come in and out of her life to suit them
She is treated for selfish reasons
They do not get what it feel like having to wipe her tears away
My daughters hanging together
My youngest always said
"I never want to go to that place again"
That is when my grandchild was taken into custody of the state
mom was getting high
While Corissa in seventh or eighth grade
Going to the other grandmothers place
That is where she was then
To come up here for the weekend
That is when life changed yet again in a big way
I was awarded custody
And it has not gotten any better
My kid said she never wanted to return to the place where my kid is
Still exactly at the place she got high and the baby was taken
For them to be
"Hanging"
Isn't okay
I do not think that Christine is well enough to rear steer help
while she isn't a mother to her own child
Get the picture
But no I'm nuts
I have no clue what I'm talking about
And to now teach her to lie
Not a good thing
Not a good thing
I'm furious
To boot
Her now father drove her to the place she never wanted to visit again
Right
Really
Really
Ind I have to find a way to let it go
Not to shove it somewhere
But to let it go
**** doesn't anything count
Me