No letter yesterday

My anxiety is ****ing sky high. I'm using the klonopin as I should, and I'm doing what I can to distract myself, but I'm still absolutely miserable.

After my walk yesterday, I kept myself busy doing two loads of laundry and bleaching out the bathroom, but that didn't occupy enough time and I found myself watching the clock waiting for the mailman to come. The wait was torture.

I'm trying to be optimistic, trying to believe I'll find that letter in my mailbox this afternoon. There's a good chance it could be there. When I requested the 30 day letter it arrived 2 days later.

I'm going to have to distract myself again today. If run out of things to do, I'm just going to have to get creative.