Originally Posted by eva5667faliure

Father
Brother
Mother Mary

Thank you for the blessings bestowed on me by You

Never in a million years would what happened yesterday
be alright with me

Heavenly Father
In Jesus I trust
Through Him I am saved
Through Him are you in touch with me
Through him am I heard
You are my Father
My creator
My everything
Please come to me at this very trying time
Let me continue to do the right thing
Yet not be manipulated and lied to by the one who
picks her up and still does not give her the proper time in the
day or time they spend together
How dare the father tell my grandchild to lie
And how this was a terrible thing to have taught her
Cover up the truth that my child her Titti left
And did not explain to her why
I begged her to explain it to her
Not a word to say
But to say it was alright to do what they did
Wrong
In the whole day
The only time she ate real food was before she left
Ate her favorite
Pasta sauce and ravioli with meatballs grated cheese
Had her icecream cake in the morning
Going to the other grandmothers apartment
and her not home until after work
Stipulation supervised
And it was mother father my youngest who abandoned
her the way she left
For me to pick up the pieces in everyway
Heavenly Father
You are my protector
You are my everything
You are who I hope is pleased with my work
You are the only one to judge me
I have to protect her
My daughter to say to me go ***** myself
I can shop and do my own laundry
My sister will come once a month and do it for me
When the time is right
I will be downsized to a one bedroom if mom would just
get her turd together
You are driving my train right now Heavenly Father
Save my children
Take care of them while on there journey
I do not like them
Hence astranged from me
Yet Eva is not in two of my adult children
And mother and youngest are part time parent and aunt
My mother not in Eva's life
My sisters one of the two not in her life
It is not okay
It is not what I offered every Sunday at the table
It didn't matter where they were Sunday dinner all were at my table
Long lost tradition out the window
You drive my train
You sit at the table with me
Your child
As all are your children
Let me be a example to my grandchild
To be a strong truthful young girl
For it is one of the Ten Commandments
In Jesus I trust
In You I believe
Love
Me