You are absolutely right
As my thyroglossal duct cyst is and can only be acquired by this particular research
I was floored when I read this
And reminded my doctors could have had it removed when I had my ACDF surgery
My constant wanting to know
has been my passion
My surgeon had a huge problem with my constant asking questions
Why wouldn't I
Oh my goodness
It's my body
Not a practice run
But that part of my life is still with me every single day I wake up
he will always be a sore spot forever
Letting go is my job
Still working on it
Have much going on internally
Much to let go of
Working on it I am

My grandchild mother in the hospital
Another breakdown
In the physiatrics unit
This is what I'm talking about
My family is very ill
This child of mine is the one who tested positive when tested for the MTHFR mutation
She told this to the hospital doctors
They have no clue what she is talking about
She has read all the information I have given her
She just needs to start taking the missing vitamins that will
help her immediately
This drives me nuts
Nuts I tell you
NUTS
DID I SAY NUTS
I do not get it
How can it not be heard of
Why is it not spoken about
Why aren't the doctors looking for the

• root

of it all
Not just to mask the problem
I am sick of it
Where is the real immediate care necessary
I am so sick and tired of the doctors not held responsible for getting people hooked on the opioids that is running like wild fire
and no getting ahead of it
My mother is going to a doctor who is promoting the
"Neuro stim system"
If there is any success with her I am jumping on the wagon
And want the meds out of my body
I do not want to die having to take pain meds for the rest of my life
It is torturous
I am grateful for the meds to keep the pain at bay and at a level five fit the most part
My body already has a internal clock
As I take my meds three times a day
And my body will act up just before I realize what time it is
And if I ever
EVER
ABUSED MY MEDS
WILL BE THE DAY I REMOVE THEM FROM MY LIFE
AND PICK UP A DRINK
that is how vigilant I am with my meds
And they are locked up
There is so much I have to say on this subject
For another time
Weather started out sunny
Clouds will be rolling in
We had a month of wet horrible dampness
the heat was put back on
The elderly in the building are hurting
Not to mention the babies
Who are just getting a start in life
Oh Heavenly Father
Help us
Help me find the happiness I deserve
You only you know what I need
And I await your blessings and gifts
I deserve
In Jesus I trust
In God I believe
Me