To wonder as I do every single day
Are or rather is my family doing well
To wonder if your children are happy
To wonder if they still blame me and God for their unhappiness
Not something I can stop my brain from wondering
What my children are exhibiting are many symptoms
of the MTHFR MUTATION
wonder why my son stopped his meds
Bi-polar from me
Me
And to let them know
and not do anything about it
Is then on them
How much more can I do
I told them
I am the one for certain can and till now
those tested are positive
So many things going on under this particular umbrella
Labeled MTHFR MUTATION
WONDER what Eva's mother has to say about her knowing she is positive and addict so many of her symptoms answered
and just got off the phone with trying to express what her sister is wondering when I told her
Wonder about this you have occipital lobe epilepsy
Chances you are positive
And ponder on this
Your doctor should wonder real seriously about finding out if she to is positive
And not God
Wonder what my youngest is doing
If she is wondering about us
and how much I miss her and wish she would change
and come back home
My child's father knows about her getting high
Wonder what he is thinking
He told me his opinion about my parenting
Only she is worse off in the current situation
So many lies that are being shared
And hurting each other doing it
Do they not wonder
Something is REALLY wrong
So wondered
Rather then help them see the
Unappreciative response and behavior
my children put upon me in their thirties now
And still blame me
Now because it isn't recognized
I ask the question
"What haven't I done for all of you guy's"
Silence
Not a thing to speak of
But to wonder if my youngest is still in the hospital
And not call me
Or my children not call me
Isn't okay
They will never know a mothers worry
And she nor my son are parents
I am gifted from my third child
Wondering when she too will take care of herself
She is returning back to waitressing
And not pursue her phlebotomist license
This I cannot stop wondering about
Or to use her culinary degree
Wondering
Left here sad
Wondering
Wondering if Heavenly Father touch my sister
She helped me so much
She loves me
My baby sister
Wondering
Me