hi eva. i am so sorry you are having such a rough time. i hope you know that i am praying for you. i hope things get easier for you and that you can smile again. i am feeling pretty depressed myself. my brother texted me last week while he was in a foul mood and used me as his verbal punching bag again. i can't take the pain he is causing me anymore and think i really need to cut ties with him until he gets help. i know he is ill but i am sick too and am not able to deal with him anymore. i've tried my best but he keeps pushing me away in anger. i don't know why he just won't get help. what he has is cureable. what i have is not. i wish he would understand that. he has a chance to get better which is more then i can say for myself. hope your daughter gets the help she needs so she gets better too. love and hugs from me.