thank you eva. that is a beautiful post. i needed it today. i am so afraid that i may have lost him and it is making me physically sicker then i already am. i am trying to be strong like you are and keep the faith. one moment at a time, one day at a time. thank you again for being there to help me deal with the uncertainty of what his future will bring. i will find comfort in the fact that God is watching over him. i already know God is watching over me because he gave me an angel to help me cope with all of this. that angel is you my dear friend.