my dear eva, i am so sorry you have had cancer and emphysema on top of all the other problems you are dealing with. but thank goodness you are there for your grandchild and thank goodness you are here for me. i need someone to help me stay strong while i try to deal with my own issues. i will pray that your test results show that everything is fine. you have to be okay and that's that. for your grandchild, me and all the people that you have helped here at NT. you make a positive difference in peoples lives and you matter. i am sending healing prayers and big hugs your way.