thanks so much for all of your prayers. the last time i heard from my brother was about a week ago. he texted me telling me he that no one cares about him and that he is going to disappear never to be seen again. i don't know where he is and haven't for the past few months. i keep trying to call him to tell him that i care but he won't answer my calls or texts. so here i wait hoping and praying that he is okay. it is a horrible feeling not knowing but i am trying to think positive thoughts with the help of my friends here at NT. thank you all again for your kindness, prayers and support. this is very hard and i wouldn't wish it on anyone. i hope i see him again and that he is happy and healthy like the brother i used to know. i hope you all have a peaceful night with sweet dreams.