I haven't been on for a long while.

There came a point in my life, after getting septecaemia, that I had to have my SCS and the new leads that they had put in, taken out - and after 6 months of waiting for the all clear, when they came to open me up my back was such a mess that they couldn't even operate on the other bulging disk that is now bulging even more and causing problems.

So, I had a period of grace; of keeping away and taking anyone else down in that black hole that I'd gone into.

My motto now is: It is what it is.

I am managing my meds as best I can and living a good quality of life despite pain and mobility problems. (Though I don't know what I would do without my lie down, painkillers and sleep in the middle of every day)

Anyway ... I'm here to try and help others - well, support others, there's not much help that I can give otherwise.




Good to. Be back.