I let the sheets and towels build up with the idea of taking them to the laundromat with the quilt in mind. I'm back on schedule and have 2 loads of regular wash to look forward to on Monday or Tuesday. Yay! It takes longer to do here and eats up a lot of time.

15 minutes on the bike was plenty. I won't get back on until Monday morning. My goal was only 5 days a week for now anyway. I will weigh myself again on Tuesday.

Showing up to the club for nothing on Friday was my second negative experience in a row there. The first being an incident with the director on Wednesday. Basically the girl selling lunch tickets sent me to look for something I couldn't find, so I asked the director for help, but she didn't listen to what I was looking for, who sent me, or why. She also didn't listen to the answers I gave to her repetitious follow-up questions, even though I was not having any communication issues. It was so frustrating. She then enlisted a third person and asked the stupid ****ing question, "Is somebody selling lunch tickets?" That person was confused as to why she was asking the question with me standing next to her, and asked what was going on. I said, "She didn't listen to one goddamn word I said." I would never go to the director for anything if I was having an off day. I can't imagine what it must be like for anyone who has trouble communicating to deal with her when she's like that.

I have patience with people who are ill or have disabilities, but I hold others to different standards. I'm highly judgmental of doctors and people in the mental health field now for good reason. I hope I will have more positive interactions with the staff because I won't want to go there anymore if there are ongoing issues. I don't need the stress.