i don't know what to say to the doctor. within a day i can be so depressed and then okay without anything happening. I don't want to tell him that i think of death a lot. I would never do anything but i still don't want him to know.
Once again I am going to start reading the regency historical fiction. they are a big waste of time but maybe i can get my concentration back and start reading and swearing off cnn. it is as if i am punishing myself by the amount of time i spend listening to cnn, I didn''t realize they were so bias too.
bobby