Father
Brother
Mother Mary

Thank you for the blessings given in my day

Father
Today I pray You talk with me
And let me know what I have to offer in my day
I have my youngest home with me
Thank you Heavenly Father
She needs my help
She needs help
Hard to watch her not be motivated
She can when it's all about fun fun fun
I want her to have all the fun she could take in
For her to her You talk to her
For her to get the snippets in life
That make it all worth the wait

I have my X-ray and CT scan
I pray they do not reveal any bad news
Because of the subtle changes that are happening
I am concerned
Let it just be the hardwear that is causing the pain
Then my appointment with the oncologist
Let the sun shine
I have to be here for my grandchild and my beautiful child Corissa
She has such a beautiful smile
She is having a hard time remembering to take her pill
everyday to help regulate her and her hormones
That would be a start in the right direction
It will take a while she needs to produce clean urine
Till then hoping she is studying either for the road book
and or the GED book
A start would be nice
I need her to understand how important it is for her to get it
It is scary not knowing
But I must trust You completely I have the ability
Let me not take bake my own will
But to be a positive influence to my child
Let me be the role model You want me to be for her
She hears Your name every single day
Let her hear You
See You
Be touched by You

I feel like I am turning into a recluse
I really do
There is no interest as much as I wish it
It is t there
My motivation to be out in the world has dwindled into
a life on the nineteenth floor
Really I am only an interest
when there is something that needs fixing
That's it
I'm the fixer upper
Not interested in that life anymore
And what is left is time I have with You
To ask You to please take care of my babies
And all the babies of the world
A baby girl born with a virus she contracted by a mosquito
Blessings to that family
Jesus my Father the Spirit of You be in me
Let me feel You everlasting touch
Bless my family and many others
That want to honor Your word
I Jesus I trust
In God I believe
Amen