Many people with depression think about death often and pdocs understand the difference between thinking about death and being suicidal very well, so please don't worry about that.

I think it would be helpful for you to write down how you feel for your pdoc. None of us feel the same way every day. I'm sure that how you feel every day is very different depending on your anxiety level. Sometimes notes really help me with my neurologist.

The major news networks are biased. I either watch news or cartoons. A big difference, I know. Reading familiar books has always been something comforting for me, but I have trouble reading now, too. I like the idea of classes, religious classes

I'm glad that you are getting your new monitor and Robert approves of your choice. You can just tell him that while you were shopping for monitors, you decided it was time for a printer upgrade, too