Backed up is the diagnosis

While I had a appointment to get a CT scan and X-ray
I had a appointment with my oncologist
several blocks away
Attempting to walk it
I became winded heaviness center of chest
nausea lump in throat lightheaded
Wound up in the ER
IN THE END
My heart was not the problem
I am backed up
Now
I go every morning
Not like it was before the meds changed everything
I am severely backed up
As gross as that sounds
Relieved I am
Given a type of drink available OTC once a month
And then a prescribed medicine
Don't have name available as my child has my paperwork
and script
Amazed I was
Was prayed upon
And at the end of the day
My children came
Not the circumstances I would have chosen
I will not question my Father
Grateful I am
Me